It's not unusual or wrong to feel like this in our spiritual lives. Cracked open, drained of life, left on the ground. Those who we wold call spiritual giants have felt this way. I felt that way a long time, and still do at times.
Sometimes it was my fault, sometimes, it just seemed to happen.
But feeling empty doesn't mean we really are empty.
What if we don't properly recognize what it feels like to be filled with the Holy Spirit?